I spent probably an hour last night just watching it rain. I don't know what it is about it but it really calms me down when I'm having anxiety problems. Then I talked to Rebecca (my best friend) for a long while. I really miss her and can't wait to spend some time with her in Florida! I fell asleep at midnight but I still wake up at 8 no matter what! I have been staying up until 3 lately and its not doing much to me in the mornings surprisingly, however it can't be to good for me. Maybe I need some insomnia meds...
Cass and I have not been talking at all and it makes me worried. But I'm not relying on him like I used to which is good. He doesn't seem to love me like he claims anymore. At least I have options now. (I'll see how good they are once I'm back.) I like boys to much for my own good!
Anyhow, life is going great and I couldn't be happier right now!
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