"Here is the deepest secret nobody knows..."

I wish I could tell you how I feel, but I don't even know how real it is yet. I need to be in Arizona and straighten out my life so much. You are like the sunshine that is slowly bringing me out of the dark. Maybe you're reading this right now and wondering if I could possibly be talking about you and doubting it, don't. It is a mad world after all. 

..."here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart) "

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